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[20 Jan 2008|11:48am] How's life going? I miss friends. 1 thought | think of me

Buffalo [02 Jan 2008|04:19pm] It's 15 degrees here and it's awesome. think of me

[22 May 2007|07:57pm] Sometimes I REALLY wish I were moving out... But it's okkk, it'll clear over while I clean my room... 1 thought | think of me

[09 May 2007|09:25pm] Vague sound of rain pierces through my song again but I get distracted by the way his toes move when he plays so I let it burn I just poured my heart out there's bits of it on the floor And I take what's left of it and rinse it under cold water And call him up for more And I say baby, yes I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too He said I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry so sorry He grabs my wrist as my fingers turn into angry fists and I whisper why can't you love me, I'll change for you I'll play the part And I say baby, so I feel stupid to call you, but I'm lonely And I don't think you meant it when you said you couldn't love me And I thought maybe if I kissed the way you do, you'd feel it too He said I'm sorry so sorry I'm sorry I am sorry think of me

[30 Apr 2007|07:32pm] Thumbs up to day one. 27 to go. 1 thought | think of me

Aquarius. [14 Mar 2007|03:17pm] You might feel like many things in your life are in a state of flux today. Certain people may not be fully cooperating with you right now, and don't be surprised if someone close to you might be acting a bit mysterious as well. If people aren't able to be fully honest with you, then maybe you'd be better off without them. 1 thought | think of me

[14 Nov 2006|08:12pm] Whenever you think you need something, someone, to be better, to be happier, to escape, you become addicted to that something or person. That person, that thing, becomes your drug, your addiction. Addiction is bad. think of me

[14 Sep 2006|06:30pm] Remember how everything used to be good. Yah, that was fun. 1 thought | think of me

[20 Aug 2006|01:58pm] Mary wants me to go on a double date with her on Monday...my date would be Ricky. He's nice. I think that I'll go unless I have too much homework...But I haven't seen Mary in forever so I want to go. Tony and I have come to the conclusion that I'm bi-polar. 4 thoughts | think of me

[07 Aug 2006|10:08am] Is it bad to not want to start something because you know it will end, and you want to spare yourself of the pain of ending?...Everything ends, but if you know how you're going to feel at the end and you know its going to end, why would you knowingly put yourself through that again. 4 thoughts | think of me

when you've got nothing, you've got nothing to lose. [25 Jul 2006|02:43pm] You've been a good single serving friend. fight club is a wierd disturbing movie. garden state was good though really cute 6 thoughts | think of me

its what you do to me [24 Jul 2006|08:13am] a thousand miles seems pretty far but they've got planes and trains and cars id walk to you if i had no other way our friends would all make fun of us and we'll just laugh along because we know that none of them have felt this way delilah i can promise you that by the time that we get through the world will never ever be the same and youre to blame 3 thoughts | think of me

[19 Jul 2006|07:38am] sdofhdsgnvdkfjnoeri think of me

love is meaningless when coming from you [14 Jul 2006|04:00pm] You know when all you want to do is go outside into the pouring rain and scream as loud as you can but you can't because if you screamed odds are someone would hear you and think you're being raped and come to your rescue then be mad because you weren't being murdered or raped or gang banged. And also when all you want to do is kind of just beat up the next person who crosses you...or kick multiple times in the shin and possibly punch once in his pretty face the person who makes you feel like this the most...But you can't do either of these due to the whole legality issues involved...and the the whole I have a conscious part that would stop me from doing these relatively brutal things..well...maybe the first one...that second one...I may feel good about. Yah... 3 thoughts | think of me

Secondhand Serenade "Vulnerable" [21 Jun 2006|02:38pm] [ mood | hurt ] Share with me the blankets that your wrapped in because its cold outside cold outside its cold out side share with me the secrets that you kept in because its cold inside cold inside its cold inside and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so lets pretend were alone and I no you may be scared and I no were unprepared but I don’t care tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that your so sure please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable impossible I was born to tell you I love you isnt that a song already I get a B in originality and its true I cant go on without you your smile makes me see clearer if you could only see in the mirror what I see and your slowly shaking finger tips show that your scared like me so lets pretend were alone and I no you may be scared and I no were unprepared but I don’t care tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that your so sure please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable impossible slow down girl your not going any where just wait around and see maybe I am much more you never no what lies ahead I promise I can be anyone I can be anything just because you were hurt doesn’t mean you shouldn’t bleed I can be anyone anything I promise I can be what you need tell me tell me what makes you think that you are invincible I can see it in your eyes that your so sure please don’t tell me that I am the only one that’s vulnerable impossible think of me

[21 Jun 2006|10:48am] [ mood | numb ] The entire left side of my face is numb....it's wierd...but really crazy...haha thank you mr dentist... think of me

yay for jared leto and 30 seconds to mars [19 Jun 2006|08:52pm] "The Kill" What if I wanted to break Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take all this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you What if I wanted to fight Beg for the rest of my life What would you do? You say you wanted more What are you waiting for I'm not running from you Come Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you I tried to be someone else But nothing seemed to change I know now, this is who I really am inside Finally found myself Fighting for a chance I know now, this is who I really am Come Break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you, you, you Look in my eyes You're killing me, killing me All I wanted was you Come, break me down Break me down Break me down What if I wanted to break...? "The Story" I've been thinking of everything I used to want to be I've been thinking of everything Of me, of you and me This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I'm in the middle of nothing And it's where I want to be I'm at the bottom of everything And I finally start to leave This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I created And I swear to god I've found myself In the end In the end This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created "Buddha For Mary" A simple fear to wash you away An open mind canceled it today A silent song that's in your words A different taste that's in your mind This is the life on mars Mary was a different girl Had a thing for astronauts Mary was the type of girl She always liked to play a lot Mary was a holy girl Father wet her appetite Mary was the type of girl She always liked to fall apart Tell me did you see her face Tell me did you smell her taste Tell me what’s the difference Don’t they all just look the same inside? Buddha for Mary, Here it comes Mary was an acrobat But still she couldn’t seem to breathe Mary was becoming everything she didn’t want to be Mary would hallucinate And see the sky upon the wall Mary was the type of girl She always liked to fly Tell me did you see her face Tell me did you smell her taste Tell me what’s the difference Don’t they all just look the same inside? Buddha for Mary, Here it comes Buddha for Mary, Here it comes This is the life on mars He said, "Can you here me, are you sleeping" She said, "Will you rape me now?" He said, "Leave the politics to mad men" She said, "I believe your lies" He said, "There’s a paradise beneath me" She said, "Am I supposed to bleed?" He said, "You better pray to Jesus" She said, "I don’t believe in god" Mary was a different girl Had a thing for astronauts Mary was the type of girl She always liked to play a lot Mary was a holy girl Father wet her appetite Mary was the type of girl She always liked to fall apart Tell me did you see her face Tell me did you smell her taste Tell me what’s the difference Don’t they all just look the same inside? See her face, smell her taste What’s the difference? Don’t they all just look the same inside? A simple fear to wash you away An open mind cancelled it today 1 thought | think of me

[18 Jun 2006|10:43am] I need to get new music for camp. and I think we're supposed to make cd's dedicated to different decades. this means people who have cd burners should befriend me. If ppl actually do have music from different decades and such, plz tlak to me, bc I can't download a bunch of stuff. thanks. Who's going to warped? 2 thoughts | think of me

[13 Jun 2006|11:09am] the rain and i are fighting. we used to be friends, not anymore. its on, watch out for a bloody duel. 9 thoughts | think of me

and this song too. [13 Jun 2006|09:26am] And I'm ok Seems I just needed a break Sat down but now I'm up again And finding out I'm alone My friends left me behind And into another town Where this boy is not around And I don't blame them I'd do the same And now I'm alone again So I'll sing along to the only song I've ever known And I'll sing it out to the lonely ones, oh oh oh Those days are gone but the nights roll on taking their place So I'm singing it out to the lonely ones Hey, let's write the story again Where I'm your lover and best friend Pack our backs and we'll leave this old ghost town behind And into another town Where this boy is not around He made the mistake of leaving you That was mistake number two So I'll sing along to the only song I've ever known And I'll sing it out to the lonely ones, oh oh oh Those days are gone but the nights roll on taking their place So I'm singing it out to the lonely ones Hey, let's write the story again Where I'm your lover and best friend So I'll sing along to the only song I've ever known And I'll sing it out to the lonely ones, oh oh oh Those days are gone but the nights roll on taking their place So I'm singing it out to the lonely ones, oh oh oh Oh oh oh think of me

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